Silent memories

Chill breeze, heavy rain , and tears from my eyes ....! Memories of her just shatters me like anything .. I melted like a wax thinking of her ... Everyone says music heals you and helps you to overcome ...but for me hearing every song in my playlist reminds me of her.... I tried every possible way to forget her ..But still ,at the end of the day I was so incomplete and pretending to be fine .. I knew that the people around me are not happy with my behavior .. but still I can't do anything ...I was just waiting a single message or a phone call from her..

       I tried to distract myself but everything and everyplace reminds me of her...

        I heard her voice in silence, even the rain drop ,the sun ,the moon, the lights every thing reminds me of her ..💔

      We were in a relationship for almost 9 years ... Actually i had a crush on her before I proposed her for 2 years ... And then it took her a year to accept that proposal since her culture, goals and passion were completely different from mine ..  But then too she accepted my proposal after a year .. So technically it was a relationship for more than 12 years.. Yes ! 12 years of love❤️.. It was not her fault , the situation made her to take such decision  ... That last word that she told me"REALITY"still that word is running on my mind .. 💔

     Still a person who loves her queen ❤️I may not be a king to her but she remains as a queen in my life ... Now I don't even know where she lives , is she really moved on in her life?  But I am sure about onething that she will never and  ever forget me... ! The memories, the happiness ,those lessons and advices ... That helps me to lead the rest of my life. Though I melted like a wax thinking of her ..I understood that even the melted wax can be shaped again in a new form but the wax remains the same ... ❤️